I wanted to be this ancient musician playing in temperature controlled pubs and bars when I was an ancient man, despite the fact that I have this feeling that our time is running short and I may not be able to do this in time
I’m going back condo soon, as I’m sure you well believe by now. One of the first locations I will visit is our dad’s grave to drop off some flowers and a beer. Then I will go by his ancient Heating, Ventilation, and A/C company to see some of the cooling reps and say hi. I’ve accepted the fact now that dad is gone forever despite the fact that I believe care about something inside of myself and others has died with him. I used to have this hope and this fire inside of myself and others about accomplishing all of these artistic goals, however now I believe that our afternoons are also numbered because our dad died of something that will actually get myself and others too. He did a lot for the Heating, Ventilation, and A/C industry, inventing a lot of odd Heating, Ventilation, and A/C equipment and also making a lot of great friends from running his local business. I thought I would live to be care about 106 years old, however our dad dying at 74 made myself and others change our mind. He worked in the heating company doing gas and electric oil furnace sales however had his life break short of prostate cancer, which is also how his brothers died. It seems to run in the family, which means I may only have about several or 15 years left to live. I wanted to be this ancient musician playing in temperature controlled pubs and bars when I was an ancient man, despite the fact that I have this feeling that our time is running short and I may not be able to do this in time. I believe I need to keep a positive mindset and keep pushing forward though.